Like u litterally
Sitting there for like half a min
Trying to not move the needle in you or tilt it, while pressing down the seringe head
Like you can feel it in you
I am out xx
It went into my belly and i can taste it in my mouth
God these things floor you
Tho they never properly dissolve
Little bit
I don’t like that
Ill do another break to calm down~
Like
I am bejond the point of no return
If i stop now i just shred my endocrine/hormonal system
Like its possible
And ppl have the option
But i dont feel like thats healthy for me
You don’t just switch between genders like that
Like once that’s doable, but repeatedly
Like i cant imagine that strain beeing healthy on any body or mind
Like
I prefer it to pills tho
Bc there are pills available
But like with xtc, those pills dissolve your belly
I dont want to take pills over a longer timespan if avoidable
Also oral meds have a tendency to go to the liver
Like the estrogen which was used before the current one
Was actually quite harmful to the liver
To i am actually quite fortunate to be born so late~
And now i wait till my nervousness goes down again
Then you push it in to mix it
And then it goes into my belly~
Like if they wouldn’t work so good
They still scare me<~>
Time Detective Watson
https://youtu.be/LT4aIwBNj5k
So
Resilience
Loyalty
And sport
Lets be a proper dragon then^~^
But i am also a wabbit
I should get into smoothies
Btw
A random thing i entertain here and there
Is putting together a programming course typa thing
Bc i feel like everyone is able to code
Given they can use a computer
Its just always explained so complicated and bite sized
But never actually get to it~
If
G
C
Terence Mckenna – The Third Eye Looks Out At The Holographic Matrix of I…
https://youtube.com/watch?v=4h5IajGedt0&si=xTQTBtFHi8weBLBw
Perty – Keyboard Warriors (Na Na Na Na Na) [Lyric Video]
https://youtube.com/watch?v=vevBQ1pTv2Q&si=eqJpGBri2hqLTxwD
YAMEII – DREAMS++ 【MV】
https://youtube.com/watch?v=fsM-rOZI3TY&si=FYsltYSUXfZMCD7U
Nothing
Better than the feeling of a locked door opening
Its like when you pick a lock and it just frees
But in big