Thing is
My stress levels are actually better than ever before
Like still high
But like also my life~
But like much better than usual
I seem to be moving into the right direction
Like things seem to be aligning
Which is oddly comforting on a deep level
Like my life is still messy bc i drag all the patterns i had on testo still after me
Like even if the source is gone the patterns still prevail a bit~
But it’s getting much better
Like i would not be doing what i am doing without the hormones, certainly.
Rusko – Mind the Gap
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Q_IJTKY7hS8&si=ebnBPAtb7uYmj5od
This is
The most shady thing i have ever seen


I will give this to miss shark^~^
Nevermind, they are just fishing google accounts ~




I feel like she wants me to set boundaries~
As a creative person, i am doing kinda bad with rules ~

I am done
Smoking
I just cant maintain it anymore ~
I have no idea
What i am doing and it makes me anxious ๐ญ
I need to talk to the other ppl on the team and like really listen ~
Like i need to get used to not working alone ~
Okai

I suggest this, then all the dev workflows are setup and we have com
From there we can decide on a stack
Just use Matrix.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=BieAw6lwntU&si=8JTTvHYvslSvFiiN
Can we just use discord?
For meetings
Is there a open source alternative?
Thing is i dont wanna
Do meetings bc it relies on everyone beeing online at the same time~
Lets
Use Gitlab

2nd can be done in Gitlab
And 3rd also

Good, we have a agile company structure

GitLab, a Self hosted, free, opsn source git repository, with CI / CD, i…
https://youtube.com/watch?v=LzMv4IRmewY&si=7Myy4uGs9uMJTzM9
Host Your Own GitHub Alternative with GitLab
https://youtube.com/watch?v=iYDFhdiBVEE&si=qCzAHduWljVw83Nx


I will pomo different project blocks
Via the rust crate
Now i need project management
Btw
We had some candy
And like on it, i realized
I should actually make use of the merch store and patron
Like global user login was disabled
Meaning you effectively couldn’t buy stuff ~
Bc that requires making a account to ship it~
Like it was basically a dream
But specifically what i could do to improve my situation
I’ll try maybe
I meed
Stable time management or i am gonna drive myself mad~
I wanna cry
This stuff is too much for me~

Like this needs a rework ~
Its so silent without
Mine~
