Hormones are slowly starting to work

https://youtube.com/watch?v=szhn-Hy3vSc&si=jCL_S5ANlQpzt5Qt

https://youtube.com/watch?v=eeTG2Wv0nRg&si=WGkhgTSmEEKXy1tK

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ucE9Pr8FSEU&si=nuNsky5E4OMiK7Mx

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MRuG96MveO4&si=paq57Y5wNIqdQeMK

https://youtube.com/watch?v=KIlWLr1Nkko&si=z4Wuar0diN7DAKVL

https://youtube.com/watch?v=6jb7YYkRKZg&si=LOGrc0-v9FoXneLL

https://youtube.com/watch?v=kYu6HNYOm5U&si=pChLvyIeIAmLmedN

https://youtube.com/watch?v=3j3iihPEmqM&si=SLESsKZlTjkY0qJi

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MshC-JhIuqk&si=1yRGh6xofME_k0PH

https://youtube.com/watch?v=r3DN-pNNtfg&si=Cne1MO9xH29O8S7z

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MgNCjYXCxOc&si=v6DiK2TqlbMMJ03R

https://youtube.com/watch?v=B6C9OzaLGfg&si=l3PFtU-GDspRhNan

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Oxm99_3b230&si=SInIXbGHglmSESNK

https://youtube.com/watch?v=lf0C6uhk9Yw&si=bUbvN15ghnUuOk_z

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1VWXABvfe4Q&si=4YwJjYf1WCGbfqOG

https://youtube.com/watch?v=BkKxTBXNo0w&si=yGH0LkHRvcLcdExz

It certainly is not a illness as defined by the medical sector, mental or physical

Its that something is really off with the unconscious routing

Its like i am a agent of pure destruction

And with the hormones its reversed

It truly is transient

If i would run windows, it would run into some rare sys breaking bug

Yes thats not possible within cartesian rationalism

But actuallity eats impossibility without issue

Its quite curious

https://youtube.com/watch?v=5qby_AUYh-4&si=mwCIa8MZyuDGYDg0