The amount of ppl doest matter that much in that context

If 3 or 300, both are it beeing in the public

I was actually shutting up

Bc if there would have been no solution the only logical way would have been to go deeper

Like lets say 50 or 20 years ago that was not a option

Found my thing, said f this, and opened the website

Bc the public attention keeps me from getting completely lost

Bc as soon as you post everything and start doing illegal things

You have a conflict of interests

Bc you are drawing a big target on yourself

Like i cant actually get completely lost without stumbling over the public attention

But clearly i would have long been banned off all social medias if i were to chill there

Like i dragged it along not knowing what to do with it since some time, like it was a shop or something

Till i got into the blog aspect, and stumbled onto this usecase

Thing is

Its a compound issue

Meaning as the seringe wears off

My hair get thicker and thicker to male range again

Which makes me mare and more dysphoric as time goes on

So meaning, not only the core issue creeps back in

The side effects by the core issue appear again

So i get compund pain on my pain

Increasing with time

While triggering ptsd

And dissociating

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