Aah
Image scaling
Like issue is, its basically the bg of a div
So i need to redo my frame
Like i also want dropshadows again
Like i did
Nothing
Its just my general gravity distorting the social space
I have the weight of both gender structures and a money distribution project on me
My event horizon just chilling
Will draw in things, including small pyramids
Like
My stance is still
Prohibition never worked
And we need to find actual solutions
If that or anything else
Like if i have to bet on something to solve that
Its probably vr
Like
I get that social spot
, bc this was my test before the hormones
Like its clear which coin side i would have been on
Like i need to make a new one and see how it looks
Probably way less extreme
Like thats my mindstate without hormones
Like
It made me wonder
How my life would have played out without hormones making and selling lsd
Bc they reminded me a lot of myself before the hormones
Like i am too close to that issue to solve it
Like i am happy where i am but
Like nostalgia
I think i will stop concerning about it
Btw
On why not just call the police
Bc nothing happened
Like call was for me to make my pick of who i want
But i am a sub i am not picking
And i lack the testo impuls to want to
Everyone who could be affected just unconsciously stuck arround me
Like as mine began to relaize
She was like a bit frantically asking if we shouldn’t do something
Me and the others just told them there is nothing to do
Bc this was over long before mine realized
Like my presence distorted the social room
Like i dont mention it openly and fracture the control pyramid
And they are usually kind enough to not involve you in things you don’t want to see
Like nothing happened
And i dont tell on the person
Like they didn’t misstep, they are aware, what is the police gonna do
Also its bad curtesy to involve police
Like your aware whats your bribe for shutting up take your pick
Like if i had a better solution i would propose it, but i don’t
I dont need the pick but i will still not draw up who it is exactly
Like the social frame is clear
But even if i dont like it
I dont have a better solution
Also ppl playing animal are prone to playing pred and prey
Like i said issue is i liked the guy
Before the hormones i would have just made my pick
Its not the first or last of these places
Mine could have picked, but they were really protective of me the entire time, so i also didn’t move quickly
Like they dragged a big af teddy across the thing for me
I dont have a reason for beeing there i just acidental ly ended up there following mine
I am happy if i can still sleep
Btw mine got me red roses
Like i dont like the ethics of it, but i vibe with the ppl
But like i dont go looking for those place
Like no one gonna catch a smart person
If you dont have a better solution, why interfere
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I always
Forget that ppl actually read what i am saying
Like i am mentally at
Oh i have 20 views this month, thats neat
Like first i wasnt looking at the statistics, now i just lost track
Tbh
Like it was showing arround 500, but no idea what, monthly? Dayly? Yearly?
It also shows some multi digit big num, thats total, but in what time
Like i forget ppl are reading ~
Hi ppl^~^
Backsliding from the 4th wall break tho
Like at least i am sure ppl get enaugh sl-eepy
Drink more water
I dont have more wisdom
I hope everyone is having a good day
Keep going your doing great and i am proud of you
Nini
Btw
For ppl close to me, bc i have seen mine think about it
If something gets misinterpreted
There is no need to play into that and make it bigger
All i do here is chill and exist
Thats enaugh actually
Everything beyond that is me in mania, or tea chatter
Like keeping a show up is a lot of work
And ppl seem happy with me informing them when i pee my diapi
But beyond that is just the flow of causality exfoliating its existence into patterns
I still
Havent made much friends here or found a job
Il try to wrap up the project and get to socializing
Whats missing
Core debug
Cron it
Be done
Like its live then
It can chill there while i do some other things
Like i can finish and leave then
Do some beauty stuff arround it
And come back in some years
Like it eats money and distributes it
Its clear why you would join the network, bc you benefit, and why you would feed it
Like fedi could just put up 1 donation adress and it gets distributed to all instances
Like ill try to wrap it up and then get to the next thing
BTW
You could suppose I am actually treating the PTSD with the hormones
Yes,but its not the root cause
It just happens to be at a magnitude where it includes the PTSD,
Like I am growing body parts n fluff
I wanna cry
Bbut i am so happy, but i wanna cry
Thats what i mean with
Modular
You dont need a rss board
But you can have one
Like ppl just like to compare each other
The core does the same
Rss feed leaderboard
Pipe it into rss
And brag with it
Seems like something reasonable
Also we can track network growth on a anonymous system
No one has to tho
Which should be the working output of this
As soon as core is debugged
I may combine them
You just tell it who it should share with and it shares with those