Great, thats what i want, mild daytime

Like mine always wants strong

But i am actually generally happy with threshold dose

I can do things, but i dont wanna be sober, but i also dont wanna be high, i wanna do still

That looks good ^~^

Like i am 50 kg

The energys are too strong too

I already smoke the light cigarettes in the small pack

Like i can finally reduce the doses to a more fitting level

Like usually you take a energy bc you have a really specific task to do

And after you are just awake for no reason, other than the task you already did

I would like something a bit softer

Like with the homones, i started to use more smaller instead of 1 big

Idk, with everything, suddenly i just have time for such, love it

Like i can take a 20mg be awake for 10 min and then down again

Thats more what i am aiming for

To read the manual by default

https://grapheneos.org/

Btw

Its graphene and you install it via a usb cable

No app store, no google,at all

Its a bit tec and puzzly

Stores

F droid

Aurora

Aurora looks the most familiar

Its the android store, but you get logged in via a proxy

Play services you can install sandboxed via the cable

Haven’t done it yet

Yt is the only thing i need it for and i got peer tube

Like maps is a bit glitchy

But like you can install sandboxed

Thats the difference

You are reinstalling a custom operating system

Like the Linux ppl are used to that

You dont get prepacked tools, you never do generally in lux

Btw someone slept on the wordplay for the animal

But coming from a general thing, like you expected to get all you need and possibly flash it with a cable if necessary

But pixel in general, nice phone, great camera, even without Googles software ^~^

And squirmy

~

Remember when mine said last time

Its finally silent again

Like i am internally emotionally just continuesly turning

Like a flowing river, but as a 3d marble, sphere

Like it can go nowhere but arround in circles

I am just continuesly at unrest

And i will project that on everything

Cant eep squirmy, oh sugar, eats till puke, its like everything is suddenly double as hard

Bc any oppertunity i can see to fall into a hole i will take

Bc i dont like the situation, but there is also nothing to do about it

So i am putting my pawbs into thing so something snaps on them and i get distracted

Like just read a book or something

Yes, but i won’t sit still

Its like really bad adhd~

Proud of mine

Like they had started a license made 90% of it and then moved

But these hours dont count anymore after a certain time

So i still made them a appointment

And they were such a good girl

And went there

And my lucky girl, the hours still count

Like i also asked for a doc for her

Bc she has the psychiatrist which gave her the paperwork that she is trans

But she never made a appointment

So i was imposing enaugh to hopefully arrange both

I am so proud,

Like they are so overqualified for this license

All they do is play racing games btw

I am so happy they are finally doing it^~^

Is this what its like to have children?

I like that

https://youtube.com/watch?v=m3t_M7miZYo&si=_Ey6YAZav3XjNf7C

Bookkeeping

My bank is down

Abu is sold out

I got a ikea table for the server equipment

This time warmed up and with a bit more gelatine

Rest goes to fruit

I found my other whiteboard again^~^

I got another brand of gelatin, this time with instructions on the package

https://youtube.com/watch?v=wWvKF_Y7u3I&si=aOtIHpY4UA5lXb8w

Japan is a island

https://osquery.io/

I had 3g powder, to 50g of liquid a 25 water 25 juice

So i try 4g

I clean

I jobs

I clean

I break

I food

I pc

Like i have laundry to do

And pc is like doing things

Either project or vr

I wanted to do bookkeeping

I will assume

I didn’t get that job

Shame i was curious about doing something interesting again ~

Like may be working or not,

I need a decision if i keep applying or not

Bc else i lower the behavior pattern

So i keep it up but with lets say 30% tilt upwards in sys speed

Ill see^~^

https://youtube.com/watch?v=D7Y7SX9QV0o&si=L3OZM7DYKMHWmSn3

https://youtube.com/watch?v=3B_uGsgXKdk&si=2JlDJSwd7BquAqDC