Suddenly seeng the ppl irl gave me some hard wave of ptsd
Like oh no its real, oh no its more than pixels
Like i am working on stuff, but suddenly seeing the ppl, it hit me
Oh no my life
Like iam lucky, bc i drive towards helping ppl, still thats so heavy
That must have completely derailed ppl before
Like i give up
My mindframe got dissolved in a instant
And i am still seeing it echo
And it cascaded trew every time my frame has been dissolved before
Like its exactly what i needed
But like, huh? I am sorry but i lost my existence for a sec
How does existing work again?
Like i have been stacking fluff without actually looking, and now it came back down, bc i cant just go
Oh its mere phantasy i am sure these ppl exist, but i will never see them
Hi, i am irrefutable evidence
Oh no its real~
Oh no all the suffering of ppl i have been going over while building my thing is real
This is actually happening, existence is actually happening
My god what am i doing, can i stream furry fact lists? , i have so overdone it, am i not aware of my human limitations?
Tomorrow will be fun, i will basically be a baked potato
You ppl are really something, like in a good way, like i give up on words and resign my stubbornness ~
My god psychedelics are real oh holy
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