My kitten and i were in a call rn
And she was like
I am proud of you and like how you are progressing with your job
And i was like
Oh, i think thats the first time in my life someone said that to me
Made me happy for a bit
But terrifys me now
Like no i dont want anything now, thats weird, get lost
But like if kyla does it, it makes me happy ^~^
Like my dad 1ce said something about something i drew, but besides that, i really dont seem to have any recollection at all
Like there is a childhood story about my sis learning to drive a bike
Were basically my mum was showing my sister to drive a bike
And i was like, mum, step away, i teach her
And then i did
Like my mum tells it as how smart and responsible i was or like bragging
But, a child beeing really responsible, at a young age, is usually not a good sign.
Like if your child stepps in bc they deem you not worthy of teaching their siblings,
Thats not a good sign
Like maybe i was stupid, bc i was litterally a child
But i think it was acclimated
Like i like my mum
Like i said to her, i probably couldn’t do it better
I’ll leave it there^~^
Like i am a living example of the might of unconscious processes looking for blame would be interesting
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