I jyst

Met my grandpa in my dream

We were talking about something pages of a book i had given him to tead in a previous dream and then he was talking to the crows and turned into one and was gone

It was arround the time he died i had the first dream, but i didnt knew

But then the cat really reminded me of him

Before that in the dream today we were playing with a black and a white goat, which came initially from something like 2 teacups

And we played with them, and later we catched them in the teacups, and he told me how much he liked my story, and turned to crows

I am crying

The first dream was months before the hormones