Nevermind

Their phone thing says they don’t talk to ppl on Fridays

Like they open but i dont drive a hour without taking to someone

Ill just put the seringe in a parcel, and ship it to them on Monday

Does the same

Like i tried to the best of my ability

They think i forgot, like a week ago anyways

Ill send them a mail and go back to sleep

Like without estrogen, that would be a big thing

But like, my emotions get processed as they should and i am at equilibrium

Like my urgency is relational to everything i am

And thereby flows with the clouds as my thinking does

Like i don’t like it, but its okai