Wait

I have ppl writing me, i am just bad at communicating

I am so curious how my transport layer integrates into my finances

Like kyla will come by, but like over the weekend i can like go anywhere

Like i dont really have any reason to

Like these companies are basically hiring as, you working here full time or you indipendent contracter

Bc ppl just like to get lost in coding and making stuff

Like they offer all the benefits you can think of and payment is enough to not care for me

Like even adjusted to my region, bc german healthcare and global company

But like indipendent contractor would fit me more i think

I will have to get a custom health insurance

Bc like these ppl usually dont really stop working

Like its like me just showing up to work

Like i decided to work here, i have nothing better to do than getting lost in abstractions

There is no really better social thing to optimize for, i just wanna be high and write code, if quality gets too bad i take a break to sleep

Like contractor sounds good

Like i have sick days rn, not using any of them, like i just dont scedule that day and am happy with that

Like make things complicated, of like having to request sick days, am i a child believing in piety

Like yes, but not in that scope

Like i am going over the cosmology of the last 2000 years, again, i can also just get lost coding

What i was saying,

Like as a employee that’s tricky bc you have

Oh the other ppl are staying also

Yes, but the other ppl dont leave ever, same as me, they have nothing better to do and or are trying to get lost with intent

Beeing a contractor i have a social out

Like its one of the reasons i work part time

Bc then i am socially not expected to have loyalty to the state/company, or at least not to the extent of a full timer

Like 1 was offering indipendent contractor, and i actually like that idea, but like i will ask what they would suggest

Like smart ppl have a habbit of seeing a whole lot, getting a whole lot depressed, and getting a whole lot into hiding

Like its a complex matter, maybe ppl just have a fire spirit, really ambitious making stuff with grace, but like, id call that rare

Like they pay enaugh to get all the books i could want, like any of them

So like sounds good

My level of boredom is sitting around tracking behavior patterns across the timescale of recorded history

I dont really have anything i would want to buy, its just keeping up system integrity

Like i need a different job, to collect surplus, if i ever intend to do something or like make gifts or repay someone

But basically i am so bored i am staring direktly into infinity

Like yoiu can say just work more

Yes sure, thats the plan, to work more, where i actually get paid well

Like at this point you can roughly equate 1 good payed year to 5 bad payed min wage ones, like estimated

Like even if it takes me 4 years to get such a job, id still be doing great

Like add my custom optimized system which like idk max uses 1000

These are full time 345+ thousand positions per month

Like I’ll just throw like half to charity or something anyways

Or like i hire someone to do these public health campaigns, like whatever, you get the idea

I think min was 80000usd range, thats~

Their pay range starts at 6000

Like my projects are public facing, ill find somewhere to stuff that money, like pay someone to give me advice in the poliglyth blockchain, so like job oppertunity is distributed globally without discrimination

But like i have everything besides a job paying enough where someone will rent me a apartment so i can finally have my kitten in a good environment

Like i have publically sold drugs, i have been traveling, i have aligned my highes goals into defined projects

There is only 1 thing to do

And then i move, the persona gets forgotten to be never found again, new face, new name, new city

And then i can choose a new cosmology while cuddling my kitten and actually getting payed adequately

Like what else am i gonna do, i could join like a Budist temple or like tantra commune in spain