Is there a signifyer for just looking for friends?
I’ll just write it in the bio~
Like i am beeing petty, but like i should go look for friends
Like no please dont approach me
Like i am too lazy to do something odd to weigh it
I dont want to reject too many ppl with my place of living so apparent
Like in a random building with random apartments you dont know which one, even if you get a adress
Like there i feel save enough to hide and be honest, especially with a security door which locks itself like they are these days
Like i just walked threw 1 of those before without issue, but like it stops normal ppl^~^
Like i am not that afraid of death, but like i avoid ppl where i can
Like i really got the wrong job~
Like something really feels off rn
Like i forgot something reaaaaaaally important
Like i will run out of money soon again~
But there is actually nothing big i really need to buy anymore, i just have to change jobs and cuddle cyla
Btw ppl have been commenting about my grammar and spelling, like on the website,
See it as a measure of my attention
The less i care the more it will fade into abstraction till it gets illegible,
If i really want to convey something, i will add the etymology of the words
Like its a spectrum beyond god given grammar rules, using all stages of perception and abstraction
Like its so smart it looks stupid
Like imagine you teacher saying, but look at your spelling, you dont seem to care
Yes, thats the point, thats why its spelled like that, i am really much writing flow of consciousness style texts
My language reflects exactly how much i care, and thats exactly why teachers etc hate it or love it
Bc its a direct and honest reflection of their teaching ability
It just depends in how good they teach
Like i can write consistently, but i prefer ppl knowing that i dont care
Or put different, if i really care, it will be really pure, but if i dont that will be know
Like they told me they will play cs later and went away
, ill just go to sleep ~
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