So like

Is there a signifyer for just looking for friends?

I’ll just write it in the bio~

Like i am beeing petty, but like i should go look for friends

Like no please dont approach me

Like i am too lazy to do something odd to weigh it

I dont want to reject too many ppl with my place of living so apparent

Like in a random building with random apartments you dont know which one, even if you get a adress

Like there i feel save enough to hide and be honest, especially with a security door which locks itself like they are these days

Like i just walked threw 1 of those before without issue, but like it stops normal ppl^~^

Like i am not that afraid of death, but like i avoid ppl where i can

Like i really got the wrong job~

Like something really feels off rn

Like i forgot something reaaaaaaally important

Like i will run out of money soon again~

But there is actually nothing big i really need to buy anymore, i just have to change jobs and cuddle cyla

Btw ppl have been commenting about my grammar and spelling, like on the website,

See it as a measure of my attention

The less i care the more it will fade into abstraction till it gets illegible,

If i really want to convey something, i will add the etymology of the words

Like its a spectrum beyond god given grammar rules, using all stages of perception and abstraction

Like its so smart it looks stupid

Like imagine you teacher saying, but look at your spelling, you dont seem to care

Yes, thats the point, thats why its spelled like that, i am really much writing flow of consciousness style texts

My language reflects exactly how much i care, and thats exactly why teachers etc hate it or love it

Bc its a direct and honest reflection of their teaching ability

It just depends in how good they teach

Like i can write consistently, but i prefer ppl knowing that i dont care

Or put different, if i really care, it will be really pure, but if i dont that will be know

Like they told me they will play cs later and went away

, ill just go to sleep ~


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