Okai

I am done with work

The petrification is currently suppressed by the coffeeine

Like thing is, this project will throw me against the wall every time i get close to it

Just bc the social structure is so heavy and high current

Holding a job gets really tricky if you are under such heavy emotions just by working on something

I would love to touch it

But it needs to carry me while doing that, or i need to domino my way there so it carrys me

Else, the current will just blow my life apart in an instant

I need to be able to have my mind completely kicked into non entity without everything falling apart