I am nervous about that job~

Like its not about skill

Its my insecurity telling me i dont deserve it

Like it was put out for a small amount

And the person put out a ask for how much i want

Like i was fine with the small amount, now i am nervous ~

Like ppl can say like, be happy you get more

But like its like with mine

We need to just send each other money even if the other doesn’t want it

I saw the small amount and was like, i can do this

Now theres a big amount in the room and my brain is like

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah

I have not done anything why am i treated better~

Like i like the person etc~

I am nervous ~

I fear i oversold myself, but i didn’t sell myself at all

Still ~