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It went into my belly and i can taste it in my mouth





God these things floor you 

				

						

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Tho they never properly dissolve 










Little bit




















I don’t like that





Ill do another break to calm down~






				

						

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I am bejond the point of no return





If i stop now i just shred my endocrine/hormonal system





Like its possible





And ppl have the option





But i dont feel like thats healthy for me





You don’t just switch between genders like that





Like once that’s doable, but repeatedly





Like i cant imagine that strain beeing healthy on any body or mind

				

						

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I prefer it to pills tho





Bc there are pills available





But like with xtc, those pills dissolve your belly





I dont want to take pills over a longer timespan if avoidable





Also oral meds have a tendency to go to the liver





Like the estrogen which was used before the current one





Was actually quite harmful to the liver





To i am actually quite fortunate to be born so late~

				

						

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And now i wait till my nervousness goes down again





Then you push it in to mix it





And then it goes into my belly~





Like if they wouldn’t work so good





They still scare me<~>

				

						

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Resilience















Loyalty 















And sport





Lets be a proper dragon then^~^





But i am also a wabbit





I should get into smoothies

				

						

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A random thing i entertain here and there





Is putting together a programming course typa thing





Bc i feel like everyone is able to code





Given they can use a computer





Its just always explained so complicated and bite sized





But never actually get to it~

				

						

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Better than the feeling of a locked door opening





Its like when you pick a lock and it just frees





But in big

				

						

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