Like

At the

Aversion for my own kind

Ppl had a discussion of how they got where they are and who got them into it

Like no no i know how you got there

Deeply structurally

I was just hoping for a better future

From the males navigaing threw the bloodshed the older males create for the younger to then later do the same

Bc they have suffered too and now its finally their turn

To the older girls planning genetic lines

Bc thats what had been done to them

I was the person advocating for finally resolving all of that

And those ideals die with the project

Thats why the network is so affected

Not bc i am gone

But bc the ideals i held up go with it

The person advocating for sharing and resolving things

Has declared it failed

And is not worthy of repetition

By public vote

The future was chosen

And is not the one i was proposing

But the one where we keep exploiting everyone in a worse position

Told ya

It deeply sadens me

Like i heard the snippy comments here and there but i was quite aware of holding a paradigm key

I didn’t feel the need to correct them

Oops i dropped it

So silly of me