Me and the mum of mine
Were driving today
And she mentioned diapies in a different context
And there was a bit of silence
Like you can just mention things
Its just that there is usually no reason to do it
Like its a concious high level joke of contrasting the diapis against my skillset
Among other things
Like i have nothing to say about it
I assume If someone has a question they will ask
Like i dont randomly start talking about diapies, thats impolite
But like its not a secret
I am perfectly happy with ppl mentioning it and knowing
I just usually have nothing to say about it
Like i am wearing underwear, i dont start telling ppl about it randomly
Like maybe if i found some cute ones, but like u get me
Like nono there is no tripwire there
I just let ppl choose themselves, how deeply they want to know about things
I will give someone telling me about how they draw patterns on their bathroom tiles with their period blood
The same kind of attention as someone telling about the shoes they got
In both instances i am probably not listening but listening
Like i would be interested which patterns
But like my borders are just dependent on the current persona
But there is like nothing to overstep
Btw that was a random example, no one has told me such a thing
Only thing is, things will get more competent
The silly is infront
The more you go deeper the more everything is self explanatory
The deeper you go the less is there to say
Like nono i have calculated in the cognitive dissonance between me beeing arround in persona in relation to you
And you knowing about the blog, but trying to figure out how that relates
Like its all accounted for already
There is just usually no reason for me to mention it
Its just creeps ppl out when you tell them for no reason
Like i am not playing games, i am already done with the game
I was done years before you encountered the diapis in relation to me, while i was choosing to take on the habbit
I trouble shooted it out back then already
And am chilling
I am just Vibing
Drifting in the streams of existence
Love lia
Like what i wanted to say is
Don’t worry about it
Its not a secret
You are accepted by default
But i doubt you wanna talk about diapis
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