Like

Mine was with me when i did the seringe

And was like

Finally you stopped

Its finally silent

And i agreed

I am goody again

Like those seringes seriously kick you out into space

Like physically

In the beginning i had to do them in the clinic

Went to make the next appointment

Handled the appointment

And then had to lay down 5-10 minutes before i could leave

I was just way too out

Like everything is suddenly working again

I feel emotionally better

No inner turmoil

Like a bit

But 89 % are just resolved

And that percentage rises with each time i take it

I am terribly scared of that opperation but if thats what i then get constantly

Like so worth the risk

I am at equilibrium again

I am waiting for my gummy form and then i can stop smoking again

Bc i keep coming back bc i still like weed

Like i am stable

And then i can just eat my candy and be happy

Like i usually make low dose daytime

Bc i wanna be high, but still able to do things