Like this mania is not good for keeping up social relationships

Like it will rarely show up in social contexts without specific reasoning

Like what would i gain by mentioning any of that

If someone else could fix it, i would have seen that solution already

I got to transgender stuff completely randomly by flirting with a girl

Like by that point multiple girls had tried, and couldn’t find what exactly the issue was either

Like i am smart, so whoever would have solved that, would have gotten quite a good mate

But no one including me had any idea

Till that random girl completely out of context mentioned transgender in a different context, and i googled the symptoms to understand the context

And was like

Aaaaah no

Dont tell me,

Cross refferencing match after match

Aaaah f

Like it would have been the last place i would have looked

Like transgender ppl, arent they like doing something political, why would it be there

How would that correlate

Like the furry thing actually saved me, like my mindframe

Bc i already had a identity involved in that subgroup

So switching there wasnt too confusing on my mentals~