Letter is done i will get a energy later and drop it off somewhere
Paper is filled out, i need to give it to mine, to give it to la lord
To give it to mine to give it to la me :p
Appointment at the hairdresser is done too
Like i put buying drugs at the end as a reward
Like i feel like i am confusing mine a bit
Bc it takes forever till i buy drugs, but if they are there i smoke more than mine
Like i dont have good self control
My buying is just conditional response delayed
I feel bad buying weed all the time, but buying weed as a reward for doing things
, gives me a fuzzy feeling of control over my addiction habits
Like i feel like mine is already confused why i never buy drugs
Like i buy drugs, after i have done these 20 things
And then if i have it, its gone before you can look
So like i never actually have drugs, bc i take them all, and i never buy them bc i have things to do
But obv love to be high
I just saw the pattern earlier and linked it to my budgets
So i can use the spending inhibitor i already have, on the spending pattern of buying drugs
And thereby leverage out addiction behavior
Like this requires 20 things you care more about than the addictive substance
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