Sleep yet, i will calm down
But like
Mine is not happy and it drives me mad
Like my going theories
We are both subs and we actually need someone to f us properly
We both may like girls more
But both of those would be possible in the current framework
It may be that we are on withdrawal from weed and smoking
Like they left me the last of the 2 cigarettes
And i love them so dearly for it
Like i am not planning on quiting drugs
I just want them in a place where i know they can stop again so we can go really deep into it
Also smoking i need to quit bc it immensely influences surgery healing and i got a big one coming up
Like drugs are great, but drugs are even greater if you do sport and eat properly
Like you wont stand getting lost for 2 months without a proper lifestyle
Next up
They are frustrated by me
Bc i got some speed and they sit there like
How should i measure up to that
You dont, you measure against yourself yesterday, not other ppl
They dont like working
Like who does, but like
I dont and i am quite vocal about it
Like i get a job eventually
I am just picky, bc the more time i give it, the better the job will turn out
Or i do something else and i pick them up with me so they dont need to
And its not even a i just put them into that position
The share project is for putting everyone into that position and lifting them up with
Like everything is set up in a way so we can basically do anything we want
Whatever the reason i should have a solution
They just need to actually say what it is they want
Its probably that they walked from a life of constant drama into this one and suddenly they got all options
And dont know what to pick
Like i will just let it rest, they will come if they understand where there mind is at
I will just have some trust
Kitten i love you and i cant stand seeing you not happy
Whatever it is, we’ll find what you’re looking for or chill and cuddle
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