Living as a girl
Like i allowed my dad to deadname me till i move
Luckily that also means i can hard enforce it after that
Like i dont plan on coming back soon i had my share of beeing here for the next 5-10y
I’ll call when i have kids to show them
But like i forgot my life existed and start a new one^~^
Like i think the idea was
Bc at some point i just stopped speaking completely while i was still living like family wise with them
Like same roof
Like the idea was like we may talk more when next to each other
But like i dont talk to ppl, and you don’t really see me, besides shopping, bc i have to
So like there is just nothing to say, like at all
And base level there is nothing to say, if there is something to do, its done before that thaught has ended
Like i miss beeing pretty, i have like dresses and like decorative things, which i dont use here, at all
Bc i dont want to connect the memory of this place with the new identity
Like the place can be as it is, and i be whatever i am
But we dont need to be long term connected and associated with each other
Like someday i come back for Christmas or something, but i am probably also switching numbers while i am at it
Like ill keep my sis number obviously
Cant wait ^~^
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